Growing up I always thought myself incapable of love, yet I have so longed to feel the deepest kind of love I can think of. Over three years ago I fell in love with someone who helped me accept that I actually had loved another many years before with all of my heart but refused to admit it, even to myself. So I spent many years with unresolved emotions because I didn’t want to admit I was heartbroken.
The thing about our mind is that if do not acknowledge what is happening inside then it you’re unable to deal with it. And if you don’t deal with it then it will forever be what it is right now. So because for 7 years I didn’t acknowledge my heartbreak, I lived with it for 7 years and every experience I had in that period that brought me sadness just piled on to that un-acknowledged heartache and hence made it near impossible for me to truly be happy, alone or with someone else.
Over the last 3 years I have not only worked through the emotions I have for the first love of my love but I have also come to appreciate and accept the love I felt for the second love of my life in a way that takes away nothing from any love I will feel in the future for the man I will get to keep as the ETERNAL LOVE of my LIFE.
LEARNING TO BE... 